Monday, December 21, 2009

Nothing is Forever.

They say never say never
But nothing is forever
Not life or the weather.
We live and we lose.
We win if we choose.
In this life which decisions are whose?
Nothing is forever.
We work for what we want
Our high school diploma or those thousand
dollar diamonds we can't wait to flaunt.
Nothing is forever.
Today is presently in the present but will
soon be in the past.
For this anchor you will here cast in hope
these good days will last,
While the bad you hope will catch a cab
and depart like Usain Bolt faster than fast.
Nothing is forever.
Work hard and give life everything you've got.
This is no cliche, just being a little clever.
Have faith in yourself to make this journey last longer than the "nothing is
forever" and you will see all was a worthwhile endeavor.

-With this one wanted to change things up a little. I started out writing like I agree that nothing is forever, but in the end flipped the script to show I believe that some things can be and are in fact forever.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

My Medicine

Have had a bit of writers block lately & just not feeling up to par, but this right here on 12/16/09 @ 11:30 pm has cured me.
Ryan Leslie making Addiction. Watch the genius do his thing. This brought me chills because of my true appreciation for him and his music. My medicine. My medicine poem coming soon, until then enjoy Mr.Leslie!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Inspiration

When I look into your eyes
I see my reason for being.
Such a soul to self connector,
My future in plain sight I am seeing.
I know where I'm going,
But better yet I know where I'm from.
Like Jenny from the Block I will never forget & this inspiration will never become numb.
I march to the beat of a different drum.
Confident like many or maybe just some.
You won't forget the name...I can promise you that
Because my words will stick with you like shoes to a piece of Bubblicious bubblegum.

Friday, November 20, 2009

Rev Run Words of Wisdom!

Everyday Rev Run posts quotes/words of wisdom on Twitter & because I love quotes and what not Alexus sends me them and at the end of every week we post our favs so here are mine :)


From: @RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 18, 2009 1:09p

its not so much that u miss past relationships,, u just miss the person u thought they were

From: @RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 19, 2009 4:48a

To love someone is 2 wait for them, but u MUST also love ur self enuff, 2 know when 2 walk away -(love stories)

From: @RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 20, 2009 6:55a

Happiness & Success is NOT a destination!! Happiness is enjoying the scenery on the detour!

@RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 17, 2009 6:47p

Ladies:: Trying to forget someone u love, is like trying to remember someone u never knew... Impossible!

From: @RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 19, 2009 7:07p

Be you.. Everybody else is taken- Oscar Wilde

From: @RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 20, 2009 4:03a

An enthusiastic heart sees opportunity EVERYWHERE

From: @RevRunWisdom
Sent: Nov 20, 2009 4:41a

Your TRUE friends are the one's u can call at 4.am

Much love Rev...thanks for always keepin it real!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Thoughts

So many thoughts running thru my mind
I take a walk thru the neighborhood to relax and unwind.
Thoughts are a train of thought.
Could be bad but could be good.
As I walk I wonder
Is life misunderstood?
Thinking too a high extent,
Thoughts can be overbearing.
Shocking, Surprising
Like the sound of your brand new True's tearing.
Everyone has their thoughts,
Continuously running thru their minds like Marion Jones on the track.
Have a free imagination as you were taught,
Think outside the box,
And don't be afraid to step outside the white lines like ur car parked in a compact parking spot.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Eyes On the Prize

Looking ahead into my life's book that hasn't completely been read.
Got my eyes on the prize.
Ready for what's to come is all that needs to be said.
Eyes on the prize.
Dreams to redeem.
It's the real deal...not some fake Santa Clause disguise.
Eyes on the prize.
Goals to better my soul.
The bigger the better, the more the merrier
Hit me with the dream cast & me as the staring role!
Eyes on the prize.
I'm gunna make it to the top
No matter all the trials & tries.
From anonymous to well-known
My name will rise
Like that rapper from the hood known as that nigga Plies!

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Auntie Warrior

Like the beautiful Mona Lisa you are
one of a kind.
Whether things are good or bad
You always keep an optimistic and
positive state of mind.
Such a big part of my heart, a caring
individual like you is hard to find.
Sweeter than a sweet tart
Such a kind and caring person to me from
the start
I love you with all my heart.
Not cancer or any distance will ever tear
us apart.
You have helped make me the young
woman I am today
Goal oriented, appreciative, and strong
There is an endless list of things I could say.
Your strength is inspiring.
Your words of wisdom are enlightening.
Your smile is so enticing it's why for you I
am reciting.
I will always be by your side
No matter if this life is a smooth or
bumpy ride.
With all the good times and memories we
have together,
Let's let the good times roll
Because you Mrs. Bereny better my soul.

Today is my Auntie Connie's birthday & she is a true warrior.
She has been battling cancer for a few years now and has kept her head held high through it all.
She means the world to me & I love her with all my heart. Everyone please pray for her as I do everyday...love you guys! :]

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Friday, October 9, 2009

Promise

A promise is a pact.
You say the words,
you give them meaning,
it's like signing a NBA contract.
It's not just a deal.
Nothing like "I pinky swear",
This shit is for real.
A promise is a guarantee.
One that you will stick to and live through.
Something so essential to your mind's memory
Should stick to your soul like glue.
Exchanged words from you to me.
Oh so powerful,
carrying loads of emotion.
These sacred words are the main
character or better yet the star role.
Sadly not all promises are kept.
Can leave you feeling distraught
or thinking what could've been like dot dot dot.
Too many people seem to be the same.
Say one thing and do another.
Who truly is to blame?
Keep to your word.
Be the difference amongst us all.
Don't be fake like a Barbie doll
because a kept promise can pick someone up when they fall.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Free Stylin'

There you go,
tryin to criss cross things up like Lebron
on Kobe
Get your priorities straight
and quit spinning things up like Mr.Maguire
comma Tobey.
Keep this mess up and you'll have me
saying "I don't know you, and you don't
know me."
Everything you say to me these days is
just baloney
Got the mind frame of a kid
What happened?
Here take a sec to think about it and enjoy your cheese with Macaroni.

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

The Upbringing

Here's a little story that must be told...
Ever since I was a youngin' I've thought
out of the box
Always busy planning my future
Not the kinda kid who was lost kicking
rocks.
When I was just 5 years old, my parents
got divorced.
Not very common back in the day
A quick adjustment to swallow, I was
forced.
As the years went by,
I became stronger and more aware.
This is real life
Whether its right or unfair.
Like most people in the world
I've faced my share of big changes and
obstacles,
Sometimes the best way to handle them
is just to relax like a kid and eat orange
cream popsicles.
Living with mom here,
living with dad there,
It's like 2 different worlds
So many differences that caused me to
stop and stare.
Coming from a mixed background of
blonde hair and blue eyes
Along with curly hair and sweet potato
pies,
This white dominated community was in
for a surprise.
Through all the hardships and changes,
All I ever wanted was the truth with no
lies.
Now I look back at all the many sighs and
cries
Some things I can't remember for what
reason or why.
But after it all I've opened my eyes to
realize my past is what has molded me,
the hundreds of tears and smiles,
something I could never regret or despise
because the love and support that got
me through never dies.

Monday, September 14, 2009

The Good,The Bad, & The Racist

Common says a white man's yes
is a black maybe.
Sad to say
it hasn't changed much since before I was
just a little baby.
The good are the good,
the bad are the bad,
but the racist are the ignorant and just
plain mad.
So narrow minded
ha how pathetic and sad!
They are those who look at different skin
colors on different people as being just
an unnecessary fad,
like Michael Jackson's style in the music
video Bad.
But I am please to say this is one fad
that will never fade, not now or ever in
other words never!
Everyone is different.
Be proud of the person you are born into
being.
Stay true to self, be who you are
And don't let anyones comments or
actions leave you with a scar.
You determines you...not the color of
your skin.
Black,white,brown, or pale
You are who you choose to be...a blessing
or a sin.
Don't judge a book by its cover
or a person by their skin color.
Take the time to get to know who they
truly are before you speak...give it a month
or even just a week...then watch and learn what you
will discover.

I am half white and half black and couldn't be more proud of the person I am. It saddens me to know there are still racists in the world who truly believe the things they do, but in the same sense they motivate me to work even harder and complete the goals I have set out for myself so in the end I can come back and say "I told you not to doubt me!"

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Focused

Its now fall of '09.
Finally the start of senior year.
I cant believe its already here
But I'm ready & going in with no fear.
I have my goals,dreams, and aspirations
To become the next great writer is my
goal career.
I know what I want & I know what I need.
Nothing is going to stop me,
Not negative words or people.
I'm on my way to changing the
world...catch me if you can, but I'm
already in the lead.
I'm confident not cocky.
If my vibe is misunderstood, then take a
second and re-read.
This is my time to shine.
Focused is what I am.
This isn't the end of the game...in my mind
its only half time.
The road to success is all but a walk in
the park.
Although, the constant ups and downs
are what it take to make your historic
mark.
My family and friends are my back bone
of support.
I'm ready to complete my journey.
In other words, its the second half of the
game and the time to take the court and
defeat all competition of all
shapes,sizes, and sorts!

Friday, August 21, 2009

Trust

Trust.
Trust is a must in the life we live.
Be careful who you trust.
In a friendship or acquaintance
Whether in love or in lust.
Nothing is for sure.
There is no guarantee.
Actions speak louder than words
Reassurance is the key.
Something worked for
Not openly given
The great success of these steps
Will keep you determined and driven.

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Fear

Scared.
Trembling.
Shaking.
The words that define the sacred word
of fear.
Everyone has one.
Spiders, heights, change.
Some have a ton.
Fear is that of a state of mind.
You are the creator, but you have the
power to also be the destroyer.
This state of mind can be defeated...so
long as it is left behind.
A fear must be met face to face.
Show your strength.
Defend your character.
Prove you are a strong individual who is
not and never will be a disgrace to our
prideful human race.

My Little Sunshine


Sophia Grace Ray.
Yes she's my little sunshine.
My pride, my joy
She makes a bad day just fine.
The look in her eyes.
The light in her smile.
She's so adorable
It's gotta be a crime, but pretty please
no trial.
I call her mini me.
She has so much to give.
Soon to change the world, just wait and
see.
Just one and a half
She's got her ABC's down
And is probably better than you in basic
math.
She never seizes to amaze me.
I love her with all my heart.
This is my poem to her.
Written by her one and only Sissy. :]

Saturday, August 1, 2009

R.I.P. Grandpa Kenny Rankin

Unexpected.
Why do these things happen?
No one understands why.
So unfair
You can't help but shed those tears and cry.
He whose soul brightened the sky.
A smile so unforgettable 
That's no lie.
A Father... Friend & Grandpa.
So caring and selfless
He was like a superhero
He could fix any problem or mess.
Composed of such a big heart
That Kenny Rankin
So talented and smart.
Will never be forgotten.
Always will be loved.
His legacy will be carried on forever 
Through his loved family and friends.
What a beautiful endeavor.

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

The Shit in Life

Everyone has their shit.
It's just how life is.
One big test of character that asks
Are you too legit to quit?
Everyday we face new obstacles.
Some bring anger
Others a flow of tears.
Everything happens for a reason
So don't be afraid, face your fears.
The shit in life is what completes us.
Agree or disagree
Its true for you
And also for me.
We all have those moments.
In which we feel like we've reached our 
boiling point.
Over it...said and done
Life is too short for bullshit
Go out and have some fun.
The shit in life is our drive.
Why should we suffer?
Call the news crew, let's make this change live.
The shit in life is seen in only one way.
An ongoing issue.
Although we learn a new lesson from it everyday.
Fight till the very end like the soldier in Iraq.
Live life freely 
With no regrets to give back.
We only live once.
Remember to keep that in mind.
So stop dwelling on the bullshit in life
And happiness and freedom is what you will find.

Monday, July 20, 2009

Deep Down

Deep down inside we all have things we
hide.
Secrets never to be told
Memories of which we wish we could let
go like a stain erased by Tide.
We all have a past.
Good or bad
It's what has made our lives last like jeans
designed by William Rast.
Everyday we learn new things.
Whether we are aware of them or not.
Sadly some things leave you feeling
distraught.
Some say the truth is a lie.
Its all in how you look at it
And respond to its meaning.
Sometimes its too much to handle
Too much to take in.
Lies for years here and there.
Feelings hurt
Respect dismantled
Sometimes hearing the truth is too hard
to bare.
We hold onto the ones we love because
we care
Whether or not they cross the line
You can't let them go like your favorite
tee shirt you always wear.
But in the end
We must do what's right for us.
Follow our hearts
And face the fact that this here lifelong
issue is too deep down to fix or mend.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Dedication

From the very beginning we have been 
told the background of dedication.
The walk way to success and the steps
of drive and passion.
This is the word known none other than
determination.
The force that will not let us quit.
The one that keeps our eyes on the 
prize and our heads held high.
The source of power that will never let
us doubt or think negatively.
The one that no matter where we go in
like will never let us put to shame where
we come from and no matter what will
never let us forget.

Monday, July 13, 2009

Realization

Anything can happen.
At any moment or time.
Very quickly or suddenly slow.
Even at the drop of a dime.
One day good
The next misunderstood. 
All we can do is pray 
And have hope and faith 
That the days to come will be okay.
Everything happens for a reason.
You were put here for a purpose
You may know tomorrow or next season.
Your time has not run out
This is your wake up call
Take advantage with no doubts.
You are so loved and cared for
Your capabilities are endless.
Realize your strength and walk through this open door.
This is only the beginning.
Live each day as if it were your last.
Look into the future.
Don't dwell on the past 
Set your goals
Create you own quest 
Do what you love 
And fuck the rest.

True

Be true.
Yes that means real.
Be true.
To you and your loved ones too.
Be true.
Yes the opposite of false.
None of that fake mess.
Something more but nothing less.
Be true.
Hold nothing back.
Say how you truly feel.
Or else sad to say that's a quality you lack.
Be true for the better.
Be the best person you can be.
It just takes a little effort.
Until you've expanded your mind and grown like an old Oak tree.

Ironic Poem

So its been said our country's in a recession
Yet some still buyin' Hummers and diamonds
Where is the lesson?
Love and hate.
Composed of so many traits.
Happiness anger.
Joy and stress.
The two cause you to express.
Cause you to confess.
Passion is where they meet.
Brought together by feelings, stress, and worry of defeat.
Their differences are their similarities...this is a one way street.
The world before our very eyes has become so corrupt.
Hard work and dedication have lost their value.
We must interrupt.
Daily heroes going unrecognized.
Receiving next to no pay.
Hollywood stars being mesmorized
Gaining dollar bills in every shape, form, and way.
Irony?
That's up to you to say.